jadi listener pun sgt penat ok.

1st session : luah perasaan.(ignore)

siapa kata jd pendengar x penat. criusly for the 1st time aq rse mendengar sgt penat. smpai menyebabkan 80% jiwa aq tertekan & almost nk meletup.  tch. the same thing over n over n over again di ulang mcm main tape. rsenya klu aq kira pkataan "stupid" dri awl mayb da bole cecah 40. ha amik ko jd stupid sgguh.

the thing is manusia ni mse kecik boleh la nk didik. tp bila da besa ni jgn nk bg harapan sgt lah. x bmksd kita kne giveup but kne cari sbb n musabab knp "dia" jd mcm tu. eventhough if kamu provide sgala kelengkapan utk dia, bg dia pendidikan, support dia dri segi kewangan but in the end tu just luaran dia je yg kamu support. dalaman still sme. n if dalaman da corrupt. criusly there's nothing u can do about it. n xperlu lah nk ckp tggu Allah turun kan bala bru nk insaf la kot dia tu. NO. in my opinion u have to confront him. face to face and cakap je la direct ape yg kamu nk ckp. sbb if kamu dok ckp blakang mcm ni result dia sme. end up buat org lain yg tertekan. n Ya Allah betul aq pn rsau but sumtimes org mcm ni mmg kne tggu bala turun bru nk insaf. and none of us want that to happen. cuma. cuma .cuma. aq pn x tw nk buat ap..sry.. 

2nd : Jmpe SV : Slesai

k criusly aq xde bnde nk ty pn jmpe SV pagi td. sbbnya still blur. x nmpk ap yg aq nk buat. but atleast aq jmpe SV. compare dgn partner aq sorg lg yg buat derk je. lantak ko lah. cuma tugas yg tggal skrg ni tggu nk masuk practical then cari info ap penyakit paling Common dkt HTAR, patient paling latest, yg x terlalu simple n complicated yg kalau bole sume info lengkap. *ok mustahil. cuma nya kalau dgr nasihat SV suroh more reading sal article penyakit yg aq nk pilih, nt mmg nk kene buat comparison between article yg kita dpt n real case yg kita kaji. bkaitan sign & symptom, modalities yg dgunakan klu bole more than 1. lab test klau ad, prognosis and sewaktu dgnnya. I.Allah baik dgn doktor or org kt hospital tu bole la dpt maklumat senang2. HARAP2 LA KAN.  ppepun list out dlu sume penyakit then send dkt SV. then bincang molek lah nk pilih mne 1. criusly sila smgt dri week 1. aminn.

Lastly

wlpun pagi td buat record baru 7 round jog tp mood still x brape nk baik skrg ni. penat penat penat. k sila benarkan sy rehat. TQ.