LookAround&uWillRealizeHowFunnyYouAre =)

I don't want to spoil the fun yet but looking at u NOW make me realized how lucky I Am.

and akan buat ak rse #ForeverAlone balik. shi* I <3 U thats y im doing this

*and i was smirking

meh nk crite sumthing.

u know how i look UP and very2 UP to my brother and sista. n ye adik bradik lain pon sme

slalu je brag dkt mai how goJes my sister. pandai. rmai org suka. garang....psycho..suka sepak pggung org. n harimau..

FUUUUUUUU!!! criusly not this one. too FUGLY. maaf sbb bru nk sedar...

but i just simply expressing how i feel ya know?. sgt2 mendabik dada sbb ada kakak and abg yg hebat. n smpai ke satu point di mana aq rse aq ad inferiority complex. that motivate me to work harder of course. n how i wish dorg akn ckp bnde sme ttg aq dkt mmber2 dorg. c how desperate i am craving for their acknowledgment??? n yes tu reason ptama y i love to talk about my family. i can wrote 1000word if u ask me but nahh. ckop la skadar #shornote mcm ni.

2nd just to shift my #foreverAlone feeling to someplace where i'm not feeling All ALONE.  u know how lonesome u can get when there's no one to talk to,text or cari gado. n U cant stay with me 4eva right. :P n the fact that sumtimes i missed sum1 is a normal thing la kan as a human. wlpun scara hakikat nya prasaan rndu tu skejap je. n then u gonna regret y u missed her/him. n knp aq ckp regret sbb kita x taw in the end kita dengan dia akn end up mcm mne..so instead of serabut kan kepala dgn "thought" of her i serahkan semua urusan ni kepada Allah. if ad jodoh ad. if xde x guna aq rndu kan se2 org tu. tmbh zina hati je. n yes post aq yg bkaitan *bsendirian tu da buatkan aq bzina hati. cis ckp mcm baik je pdhal slalu tgk muvie yg dedah sne sini. #aku akn berusaha jd lebih baik. 

Cont 2nd

(this gonna hurt a lil bit)

BUT i admit i dpend to Allah to much in relationship thing. sbb aq x pena call or text dia. n when i decide to do so im afraid if its too late. so its ok kan if i ask her how she's doing skali skala, coz i already made a promise. and aq kne la pegang janji kan. unless dia yg x bole pgg jnji. then its ok. i plan and leave ALL the decision making to Allah. Nothing comes bgolek right. ape2 pun if u wish for sumthing u have to work it out. cant just w8 for durian runtuh or ape2 sje. either if she's right for me or not IDK..see how long my #shornote can be bila aq da ter äbsorb" dlm menulis. k there i'm going to stop now. 

#sesuatu yang telah ditentukan oleh Allah pasti akan datang.

Soo actually my post ni nk tuju tu U. in the end it all end up with Me being shackle by a promise. Truthfully i break a promise b4 and i regret it for the rest of my life so im hoping if the next time im in a relationship it better be the other party yg break the promise. not me. jgn doa kan pulak. :P.jgn kecewa sgt lah u. coz u still gonna be my closest GELI2 PARTNER #i still prasan ok if ur latest post is about me or not. if not mmg sume yg i tulis ni  goes down the drain lah! aggp je la i tuju kt org lain. 

HAHA FUUUshameless!!

ps : look at the picture on the right side of urs. S---> . meet my gojes sista. i love family more than everything Yo. im not gonna put some unknown picture on my FOrever With Me List Picture!!. *lucky enuf if spe2 yg gmbrnya terpampang dkt dinding blog aq.  HAHA <3.

*prasan kah aku? do answer